Saturday, December 4, 2010

World Equals Amoral Toilet Bowl?

“The world’s one giant amoral toilet bowl and one day we’ll all get flushed.” is one of Julie Copper’s famous line from the teen series The O.C. This line may be true for some, but I beg to differ. Yes, the world may suck some life from us through the challenges, trials, problems and the like that it presents to us but it all comes down to the way one views, handles and copes with these kind of situations. I believe I know myself pretty well. I know who I am… My likes, dislikes, fears, dreams and ambitions... I admit, there may be times of confusion but I always try to be true to myself. For one thing, I know that the difficulties I encounter are pieces of cake, waiting for me to eat them all up. I know I can overcome them and most probably get the result that I want. I know in time thing will be in place, either I put them in place or they just fell in place. I know that even in difficult times, I will still laugh a lot and still try to be funny. But I admit, I know I can’t do it all on my own and I know I won’t always win.

November 23, 2010 was a simple day for me. The world presented itself the way it should have. It took no B.S. that day (B.S. as in the initials for a bad word). All was good – no hassles, no ignorant buffoons trying to ruin my day, no nothing. Cultural Anthropology that day was interesting. I thought 1.“Hey, this class is very similar to my Filipino/Cultural Psychology class. I may adjust well enough.” One thing that kept bothering me? 2.The fact that I knew only one other person in class. Who on earth are these people surrounding me? Another thing that bothered me, 3.“When will my dad win the lottery?” One more thing, 4.“I miss someone.” Why did I think of these, you ask? 1. I’m hoping I can do well in this class so I can keep my grades up and can graduate on time. 2. I feel out of place, an outsider. 3. I really want to go shopping, travel and start my own business. 4. I just do. No explanations needed.

Rewind… I mentioned earlier that I know myself pretty well and I also mentioned I want to graduate on time. Well, not to sound so assuming but I know I will graduate on time. And after graduation, I shall reward myself with a long vacation (since I have been taking summer classes ever since first year even if I wasn’t required too. I just wanted to lighten my load for the upcoming semesters) wherein a lot of bumming will be involved. Once I’ll get a job; a great paying job that is, I shall buy my parents a new house and anything they want, go bonding with my sisters and travel the world. “Soul searching” is on my list too. I will get married and have babies and MAYBE live happily ever after. By the way, did I mention I will earn my first million by the time I turn 24. I will be big someday, although I’m not sure in what way. But I will. Too ambitious? I think so too. But hey, that’s me.

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

For Keeps

I prefer to surround myself with REAL people.

I love you guys! :)

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

Thursday, October 14, 2010


The second thing I am excited for next to Christmas? Sem-break.

Oh yeah!

Sem-break is fast approaching. Last minute requirements left and.. Tadah!! All out relaxation.
Just finalizing our thesis proposal (with a bit of Scale searching/ editing), advance studying for my last long Cognitive Psych exam and well yes, one more creative project.


The Viva Voce Never Happened

Yup, it didn't!

Smiley face on our supposed schedule to prove it. :)

We were exempted for the thesis proposal defense! Our chapters one and two were already good but my groupmates and I still have to find a more appropriate scale to measure sexual promiscuity and child negligence. Making one will be our last resort, but I think we're in that place now. We haven't started yet. Deadline? Tomorrow. Another sleepless night for us. But it doesn't really matter.. Being exempted from the legendary viva voce definitely made my week!!!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

Guinea Piggies!!

These Guinea pigs are sooooo cute!

I found them on my friend's page on facebook and they're for SALE! The first and third guinea pig's a Peruvian and the rest are Abyssinian. They are so freakin' cute!! But I can't afford it now. I. Need. Money. I really want one!!


It's really strange but I've been wanting to buy rabbits, hamsters, guinea pigs and the like for the past days! I think I need to put my motherly instincts into use.

For the mean time, I think I'll settle for a bunny (they're cheaper). A fat bunny. A really fat bunny. A really really really fat bunny. :)

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Viva Voce

Is parental neglect really a predicting factor for sexual promiscuity?

I think I'm really freaking out. Tomorrow at 4:00 pm, my group and I will be having our thesis proposal defense. I still have to read related articles over and over again.

Viva voce, please be nice.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Karaoke Night

Too much Karaoke makes my head spin.

Just had another fun filled KARAOKE NIGHT last night. Still at Gimik.

I did miss these people. :)

Sunday, September 26, 2010

It's Okay. Really.

Every song has an ending, but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?

I think Peyton Sawyer said it all.

I thought about the conversation I had last night with Mike (see previous blog). It wasn't too much thinking though coz I easily got it. I don't blame him. And I totally get it. I too want to enjoy my life being single -- no attachments. Well, except for Mike. But it's okay. Really.

I thought "Hey, at least we'll end up with each other."

I mean, I hope we do. and I think Mike thinks it too. Love can wait right? True love can wait. And about the future thing? We'll take it one day at a time. Hmm, I shall tell him that tomorrow.

Every song has an ending, but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?
I'm not saying that I'm totally sure that there's a possibility that we'll break up and I'm not saying we'll stay together forever. All I'm saying is that, what we have is now. Who knows what the future might bring? We'll seize every moment as possible as we can. I'll seize every moment I have with Mike.

I Rested My Head On His Shoulder

My night ended kind of sad tonight. See, my boyfriend and I were at a friend's birthday party and everything was going well. We ate, hung out, the guys drank while I listened to their stories, teasing and sounds of sheer happiness and maybe a bit of plain stupidity. so, everything was going well right? Until, the birthday boy asked me -- in front of everybody--

"So, Dane.. When are you guys getting married?"

And that was when I panicked. I didn't know what to answer. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I haven't thought of the answer to that question. I did think about it before, I just didn't want to say it especially when I didn't know what my boyfriend thought about it.

I was like "Never".

But I was obviously joking. Anyway, we shrugged off the topic then moved on to the next hilarious topic we could think about. When Mike and I were waiting for a cab so that we can finally go home, the same friend asked the same question.

"So guys, when are you really going to get married?" This time, it was addressed to us both.

I was like "???".

But Mike said
"I don't know. All I know is that I'm not going to get married before the age of 29- 30." He answered cockily.

I just smiled.

"If that's okay with you? If you can wait." He added.

"Sure, 50 years old pah gani." I answered with a great big smile.

The everyone was like.. "Awwwwe."

Yeah, it did sound sweet but to tell you the truth, I was dying.

"Good." Mike said.

Then I added "Yeah, 50 years old but I'm going to be married with someone else at that time. You get married with someone else."

I only said that because for one, I didn't like the way he answered the question and two, I want to get married at around 25 or something but not 30. I don't know why, I just do. I figured, if ever I'll get married, I'll wait for at least three years to get pregnant so I can spend that time with my husband. I couldn't see myself having kids at a later age. Anyway, we just laughed the subject off.

Inside the cab, on the way home, I rested my head on Mike's shoulder. We were quiet. And I thought, now that college's ending, now that Mike's going to graduate this semester and I on the next, what will happen to us after? Will our future jobs bring us apart? Will i be able to wait that long? Will we get married and end up together? Will we break up?

I ended up crying on his shoulder.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

As Promised

As promised.. Here are the photos.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

August 29, 2010

Last night was fun! It was good being able to catch up with my girls after a long while. So what did we do? We wen't crazy! We danced in Ria's room and raided her accessory bag/ box/ wall. Then, went to Las Vegas!! I mean, peryahan. I love throwing 25 cents!!

I missed you guys!

P.S. Shall be posting photos soon :)

Saturday, August 21, 2010

Starting My Day With Jack Johnson

Nothing beats waking up to a Jack Johnson song and a cold weather to start My Day. So Teenage Years, I bid you farewell... It's been good! And well, good luck to me.

Friday, August 13, 2010

Three Weeks of Mind Blowing Fun

It has already been a week since you guys left and we all miss you so much. You guys visiting us after a verrrrrryyyyy long time has been great. It was all amazing. Missing my internship hours was definitely worth it! As what the Black Eyed Peas said "PARTY EVERYDAY! P-P-P-PARTY EVERYDAY!"

See you soon?? :)

P.S. I love and miss our Karaoke nights!!!

Wednesday, August 4, 2010 "Children's Party On A Warm Day" by Danielle Luz C. "Children's Party On A Warm Day" by Danielle Luz C.: "Esprit Bag, Pazzo Button Up Shorts from Sm Department Store, Fizz by Allegro Pink Sleeveless Top"

Loser me. Hype anyone? ;p

Monday, July 19, 2010

Need Shoes

Oh my Gosh!! I need all these shoes!!
< ------ I love this look.
I just love looking at

Friday, July 16, 2010

Bad Day

The song of my day. Read further/ below/ older post to understand.

Where is the moment we needed the most?

Bad Day by Daniel Powter.

Not in The Mood

College life without you? Not so bad. Not at all.I'm pissed off and mad and annoyed and disappointed and tired right now. I wanna cry. Hahaiiiii. I hate OJT-ing by the way.I can't wait for it to be over.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

Annoying Orange Saw

This is my favorite Annoying Orange episode. This is so funny and really annoying.
"You look like a potato with bad circulation." HAHAHAHAHA

Kawaii Caps

I was browsing through my Facebook account when I stumbled upon an online shop which sells really cute caps. Oh my! I really want one so bad especially now that the Philippines is in the rainy season.

Have you noticed I like the ones with the panda design. Now, I want a panda as my pet.


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

This Time for Africa

I am still not over the World Cup fever. I just can't believe it's now over. There is no reason left for me to wake up really early (considering the time difference for me to watch live games). Here's Waka Waka by Shakira. :)

P.S. I want a This Time for Africa shirt. Where can I get one?

Monday, July 12, 2010

Viva España

Oh my god! Spain won!! I am really happy! Despite the fact that I slept late and have to go to "work" (O.J.T. thing), waking up really early to watch it was definitely worth it (even though I couldn't make too much noise since eveyone's sleeping)! VIVA ESPAÑA!!

Paul the Psychic Octupus is no doubt a psychic. HAHA

Sunday, July 11, 2010

Sunday Day

Forgive the pixelized photos. As of the moment, I do not have a cam since it got stolen or something (maybe lost) so I am just using my phone to capture photos. :)

Anyway, my mom, sister and I went out today to buy some stuff. I planned to by these shades but it was broken when I got there. So, instead of me ending up with new shades, I ended up have new shoes! It's purple and it has silver sound studs. Thanks Mama!

And I found this dress, and it's really pretty but I don't have enough money to buy it at moment so... :((

P.S. The bunnies at the mall were so cuuuuuute! I want one! :)

Saturday, July 10, 2010

Test Ride

Having classes on a Saturday sucks. The good thing about it though is that I get extra allowance, I get to see my friends more and I get to go out right away. You'll never know what will happen on these kinds of days. And today, there was a Honda test ride for motorcycles. Man, I wanted to try though but I was too scared. Tsk. I should add that to my "Things To Do Before I Die" list. No. 11, Ride/ drive a motorcycle.

My friends, Calvin and Pronie tried it though.

I am very excited for the World Cup Finals! One game tonight and then tomorrow...
I'm not sure where I'll watch it tonight but I'm sure it'll be a blast! Oooh yeah!

Thursday, July 8, 2010

Love Team of The Month

The hottest new love team! Mr. Alan Gabriel Trani and Ms. Fatimalyn Paras.
Perfect combination.


Ok, this O.J.T. thing is really tiring me out. At first it was fun but then work started to pile up and now we have to encode student profiles, file TNA's for the leadership program, arrange profiles alphabetically and by course and tomorrow, we have to help plan for their formal ball thing.

Wait, a little bit of background as to where I am interning.
It's an all boys school (from grade school to high school) wherein they are gaga for football. It's a Catholic school. Its school heads are really nice and hands-on. Oh yeah, its college department is co-ed but their girls are like 1% of the entire college population. And yeah, the total population for college? 240. More or less. So everyone knows every one.

Anyway, yeah... Everyone's busy now. I really hope everything will go well.

P.S. I am now thinking that maybe ending up in a school setting wouldn't be so bad. Hmm...

Tuesday, July 6, 2010

These are just six out of the hundred (and I think it reached to a thousand and more) photos that we have.This was during my third year of summer school (more like last summer) and this is what we do on our free time -- four to five hours -- MOTION PICTURING!! Most of the photos are taken inside our classroom where we spend most of our time doing nothing and doing everything. PE26 it is.

Monday, July 5, 2010


Oh, God. I love this song.
Katharine McPhee - Terrified ft. Zachary Levi

You set it again, my hearts in motion. Every word feels like a shooting star.I'm at the edge of my emotions, watching the shadows burning in the dark.And I'm in love and I'm terrified for the first time and the last time in my only life.

I love you babe. ^_^

Sunday, July 4, 2010

Happy Hearts

I am going through a really tough time right now. I know it's going to be okay but for now, I don't understand what is going on. I know I am stubborn and selfish. And I know that I contributed to this problem (if I really need to call it that). And I do not know what will happen tomorrow but as for now, the only thing that I am sure of is that I am in love. I am in love with a boy who is finding his way through this world, finding himself, finding his place. I am in love with my confidant. My playmate. My enemy. My worst critic, one who doesn't hold back and really tells the truth (even if I'm not asking for it). My friend-- my best friend.

I am in love with Mike.

He is like a breath of fresh air and the peacefulness of dawn. He makes me really happy. He is the only person who can make me finish my food. :) He doesn't make my problem go away but he really does make it better; easy. He is my escape from all the crap in this world and at the same time he is the every bit of reality slap on my face. He is my first and only true love and I know he will be my last.

If time permits, I will grow old with him. We'll have kids that'll have his eyes and we'll live near the beach where it'll be sunny every day. Our house will be made out of windows and white picket fences. We'll sing each other to sleep and wake each other with a kiss. We'll try to live as long as we could and act like kids as long as we can. We'll have Sunday night dinners together where we'll talk about anything and everything. Our problems, we'll solve together and our highs, we'll celebrate together.

Remember when I posted "Slow dance me?" when we weren't together yet, babe? I was referring to you..

"In a world full of wrong, you're the only right."

Slow dance me, Mike?