It's Okay. Really.

Every song has an ending, but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?

I think Peyton Sawyer said it all.

I thought about the conversation I had last night with Mike (see previous blog). It wasn't too much thinking though coz I easily got it. I don't blame him. And I totally get it. I too want to enjoy my life being single -- no attachments. Well, except for Mike. But it's okay. Really.

I thought "Hey, at least we'll end up with each other."

I mean, I hope we do. and I think Mike thinks it too. Love can wait right? True love can wait. And about the future thing? We'll take it one day at a time. Hmm, I shall tell him that tomorrow.

Every song has an ending, but is that any reason not to enjoy the music?

I'm not saying that I'm totally sure that there's a possibility that we'll break up and I'm not saying we'll stay together forever. All I'm saying is that, what we have is now. Who knows what the future might bring? We'll seize every moment as possible as we can. I'll seize every moment I have with Mike.

I Rested My Head On His Shoulder

My night ended kind of sad tonight. See, my boyfriend and I were at a friend's birthday party and everything was going well. We ate, hung out, the guys drank while I listened to their stories, teasing and sounds of sheer happiness and maybe a bit of plain stupidity. so, everything was going well right? Until, the birthday boy asked me -- in front of everybody--

"So, Dane.. When are you guys getting married?"

And that was when I panicked. I didn't know what to answer. Don't get me wrong. It's not that I haven't thought of the answer to that question. I did think about it before, I just didn't want to say it especially when I didn't know what my boyfriend thought about it.

I was like "Never".

But I was obviously joking. Anyway, we shrugged off the topic then moved on to the next hilarious topic we could think about. When Mike and I were waiting for a cab so that we can finally go home, the same friend asked the same question.

"So guys, when are you really going to get married?" This time, it was addressed to us both.

I was like "???".

But Mike said

"I don't know. All I know is that I'm not going to get married before the age of 29- 30." He answered cockily.

I just smiled.

"If that's okay with you? If you can wait." He added.

"Sure, 50 years old pah gani." I answered with a great big smile.

The everyone was like.. "Awwwwe."

Yeah, it did sound sweet but to tell you the truth, I was dying.

"Good." Mike said.

Then I added "Yeah, 50 years old but I'm going to be married with someone else at that time. You get married with someone else."

I only said that because for one, I didn't like the way he answered the question and two, I want to get married at around 25 or something but not 30. I don't know why, I just do. I figured, if ever I'll get married, I'll wait for at least three years to get pregnant so I can spend that time with my husband. I couldn't see myself having kids at a later age. Anyway, we just laughed the subject off.

Inside the cab, on the way home, I rested my head on Mike's shoulder. We were quiet. And I thought, now that college's ending, now that Mike's going to graduate this semester and I on the next, what will happen to us after? Will our future jobs bring us apart? Will i be able to wait that long? Will we get married and end up together? Will we break up?

I ended up crying on his shoulder.

As Promised

As promised.. Here are the photos.

August 29, 2010

Last night was fun! It was good being able to catch up with my girls after a long while. So what did we do? We wen't crazy! We danced in Ria's room and raided her accessory bag/ box/ wall. Then, went to Las Vegas!! I mean, peryahan. I love throwing 25 cents!!

I missed you guys!

P.S. Shall be posting photos soon :)

Starting My Day With Jack Johnson

Nothing beats waking up to a Jack Johnson song and a cold weather to start My Day. So Teenage Years, I bid you farewell... It's been good! And well, good luck to me.

Three Weeks of Mind Blowing Fun

It has already been a week since you guys left and we all miss you so much. You guys visiting us after a verrrrrryyyyy long time has been great. It was all amazing. Missing my internship hours was definitely worth it! As what the Black Eyed Peas said "PARTY EVERYDAY! P-P-P-PARTY EVERYDAY!"

See you soon?? :)

P.S. I love and miss our Karaoke nights!!!

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